Mycelium magic

 I wanted to try making some candy.  I used to make "special" brownies w weed, but i get so annoyed having to clean it. As relayed in the previous post,  i had my scale settings way off.  So, i started melting the choc,  tried recalibrating the scale,  couldnt figure out what i was doing, so i just said "fuck it" & just dumped in a LOT of powdered magic.  😁 Thats pretty much how i cook anyway. Lol The next morning after fasting all nite,  made some tea,  took dogs to the park, got ready for the day,  ate a piece of choc.   Started driving. About 10 min in i was sooooo happy,  singing in the car where the radio seemed to play so many of my fav songs.   I noticed the trees as i was driving were dancing along w the music.   This observance made me even happier than i already was, & i didnt think that was possible. As i pulled into a neighborhood i heard the flowers singing. THE FLOWERS WERE SINGIN...

 Im gonna try to recall my deep trip the best i can. I have to preface this w a blonde moment,  or, actually more than a moment. Ive been measuring my powder to put into capsules.  It seems, however, due to my blonde brain, i had my scale set entirely wrong. When i saw GN i thought, because those letters are soo freaking tiny,  that it said GM which i thought meant "gram". Turns out G = gram, while  GN = granules.  Granules is how gunpowder is weighed and the setting is a bit higher than for grams.    Ooops!   My blonde brain isnt even going to attempt that conversion.   Soooo,   i cleared an entire sunday.   Took the doggos to the dog park,  came home to shower,  got comfy,  heated up a cup of water (as if for tea) added what i thought was 1.5 grams, but who the hell knows?  🤣    Ive been told to ask questions as one goes deeper so i had been thinking of a few questions for a ...

 I had not taken psychedelics in many many yrs.    My X and i took them a few times together, but he was always pushing the boundaries & i was always the one making sure he stayed alive.   Once i remember sitting at a lake watching the sunset...he says he started following the sun trail over the water .  All i remember is that he stopped breathing & i had to pound his back to get him to breathe again.  Anytime after that, in his retelling of the story, he would tell people that i literally saved his life that day.   I honestly never thought about it like that,  i just wanted him to breathe.   Lol. I guess those were my 1st "tripsitting" experiences when i was with him.  I wasnt sure how i was going to feel taking my 1st microdose.   Everything i had read was that many therapists & psycologists have begun using psychedelics to help folks afflicted w anxiety, depression, bi-polar, etc.   I am ...

One of the things ive learned on this short, thus far, journey is that mycelium seems to be incredibly intelligent. I studied botany enough to earn an assoc degree so ive always understood quite a bit about plants.  I know enough to know that i cant possibly know everything about all of them.  Most folks specialize in say orchids, or trees, or houseplants, or landscaping but even that would change w diff regions.  There is just sooo much to learn and study. Since i dont like the texture to eat mushrooms i never thought about actually studying them.   Though over the past few months,  in the beginnings of this journey, i decided to first grow simple non-psychedelics to understand the nature of them,  how they grow, what light and mositure requirements they need. Nerd stuff.   Then i took an online course to undrrstand properties and healing benefits of non-psychedelics as well.   I was blown away by all that i learned and had barely ...

Ive been microdosing now for a few months.   I never in a million yrs would have thought this would be part of my life. I spent yrs watching various drugs destroy my marriage as my husband became more & more addicted to this drug or that.   In my mind i thought of hallucinogenics as just another drug.    Over the past 10 yrs or so, however, ive spent hundreds of hours learning meditation, qi gong, accupressure, traditional chinese medicine, how to use teas & herbs for healing,  all in an effort to learn to not only improve my own life , but also help several of my clients. I think studying the healing properties of various herbs that brought me here. So, here i am. Its been a bit of a journey getting here.  Not in a bad way.   I wanted to understand more about psychedlics, via reading, watching vids, talking w friends.  Basically being the nerd that i often am.  There is still sooooo much for me to learn,  both in ...